Got to sleep in today, which was a nice change. It's been...not fun. At least I got out early last night. Since I didn't get into that film class, I had even more time to do jack before my next one...like 5 hrs! I slept in the library...both on the floor in the corner of the 5th floor and in a chair around the study desk area LOL I was determined not to fall asleep in class, which I usually do when it's a night film class. Class turned out to be a whole half hr cuz they couldn't show the movie we were supposed to see. Now why can't all my other courses be like this one...50% for a take-home exam and 50% final essay. Those I can do. And I'm almost always guaranteed a B on those kinda assignments, thus givin me a B grade overall. Sure I might kill myself gettin them done but I prefer it over stressin projects over the entire course of the semester.

I'm listenin to the radio on the web and I'm hearin all these songs that remind me of summer. Ah memories. It really feels like this yr's ain't over yet tho, esp with the weird hot weather.

I copped some more cash money and I figured I'd have some to spend for this weekend...yet I was thinkin about what I'd need money for later on. Maybe the Michelle Branch concert but that's a month away. Then I remember all the Oct bitches who all have their bdays within the same 2 weeks. It's damn rough gettin those presents for 4 ppl at the same time. Y'all tryin to kill me? You KNOW I'm poor! LOL Isn't that so sweet of me, blowin all my money on bday presents? :) I did that last time too, usin my whole tax cheque to buy goodies. Hopefully it'll come in time next month too :P A lil help is nice.

I hate Shawn Desman. Stopppp itttt!

OK I'm feelin a bit better about things than I was yesterday, which is surprisin cuz today I found out that I can't take that film class I needed. Maybe I can take bad news better than I think....*clenches fists and teeth*. I just don't dwell. Yeah that's it. It's just more crap I hafta deal with...not til Mon tho :) I don't care, I don't care! Ya know what? If you wanna be all adult about it, you know that distractin yourself from your shitass week by goin out or gettin wasted or whatev is just a momentary escape from reality, but I think it's REALLY good. It's just the harsh realization that you gotta go back to the bs that hits you and gets ya down again :P Ah well, live your life in cycles right? And forgettin my wondaful week is exactly what I'm gonna do.

Rant rant rant...somethin else that works is talkin about celebrities :) The Film Fest has been goin on this week and ends soon and I haven't even been out to star-hunt. Which is sad cuz there's all these famous ppl in town and walkin around where I can actually see them but I'm not doin nuthin about it. Damn school. Then again, I don't really love off anyone who's here...maybe just Dean Cain and Val Kilmer...Superman and Batman! LOL

Oh and 1 good thing I've heard recently, Michelle Branch is comin back to do that show she cancelled a few months ago so I'm def goin. Just gotta find somebody to come with me. I asked Al but she's like, I dunno, it's so close to my bday! Oooops, I kinda forgot LOL Is that bad?

Had my 1st class today. I enrolled in the thing like 2 hrs before it started :P And yeah, as always, late for the 1st day! LOL Shit, I've done it for every semester, every yr for all my yrs in university. Ah well! Consistency, baby.

I'm tired. Lemme just say this, with the classes I have now, not even includin the ones I wanna (well, need to) take and have to talk to the profs about first tomorrow, I'm gonna DIE. This yr's gonna kill me, it's a fact. If it all goes like I want it, I'll have classes 4 days a week, 1 where I'm there from the afternoon til 10 pm, and research and film projects up the ass. Holy crap, is this where I grow up and do nuthin but work? Scary! I'm scared! I can't take havin no life, I just can't. And to think me and L were gonna apply to Boathouse. Howtf am I gonna pull off this school shit and a job? *cries* SO not into startin this yr! I haaaate this craaaaap. I've been havin this feelin of dread all week and I'm really missin what it's like for things to be goin good and have somethin to smile about, geez. Life is screwed. Make that, MY life is screwed. But as we learned in theatre class today, when things go wrong, it's hilarious. Which I kinda realized is true. I tend to laugh at almost everythin and somewhat see a good side to stuff, the least I can do is take it with a lil optimism. When you look back at things or from a diff perspective, shit can be funny. Except when it's not :P

I ate so much a while ago cuz I was SO hungry before I got home but I still want the wannabe lasagna macaroni downstairs LOL Oinkers!

Pepsi Vanilla is good :) And I like it better than Vanilla Coke...cuz I'm biased LOL No really, it's better, I can taste the diff. Gimme a Pepsi Challenge anytime, I''ll pick Pepsi every time...I can tell. Ppl say they taste the same, but I know. I know.

I wanna take a nap. But we all know that's not allowed at this hr. No, I need to take another cold shower. Not cuz of THAT ;) Cuz it was stupid hot today even tho it was cold this morning. This is why I don't get up that early.

Oh yeah, I started givin extra spaces between lines in my blogs for your viewin pleasure :)

Ughhhh...up at 7 and at school til 3. Horrible. 1st day of school and I didn't even have class but I was there. Not to mention the parkin lot fiasco with the damn eletronic toll guard thingys. At least G knows the shit I gotta go thru bein in this wretched college/program/major, someone understands!

Lined up to see an advisor at 8:30, had an appt at 10, finally got some course crap sorted out, had some more hrs to kill for G to be done class. So many freshies on campus! I got on the comp to figure out what to take. OMG pickin courses with a checklist of what certain things they could and could not be, plus makin them into a schedule that works hurts my brain. This kinda thing makes me wanna break down and cry :P So I was in the library a good while. Had to go see some profs about the stupid independent studies or honours thesis courses and I got none of them. We went lookin for like 6 profs and their friggin offices and NOBODY could tell me the right answer. The school site said 1 thing, the calendar book said another, the secretaries were sayin otherwise, more ppl we asked in the dept said different. ARGH!!

So I'm still stuck tryin to figure out what I'm gonna take and the week's already started. I just hope to god I get what I want cuz then I'm screwed hardcore. I can't even take photography like I wanted anymore cuz I gotta take another 4th yr level 'elective'...like I'm gonna even want to take whatever it's gonna be. This sucks ass.

I'm pretty good at puttin a day behind me. Since I couldn't call any profs til tomorrow and I still technically don't have class, I said screw and went to G's to burn some CDs and took a nap in her room. Know how tired I got? Fell asleep listenin to thumpin Neptunes and dark rock Evanescence somehow :P I don't even know if I should be goin to school tomorrow.

Sat was fun. Went to the eye place and picked out new frames finally so I'm gonna get glasses that don't make me look so much like a total dork, and more contacts. But that wasn't the fun part :P We went to G Spot again, always bangin. Good god, I've never been picked up, hit on, and grinded on so much in my life LOL Dunno what was up that night! A dance here, a grind there, a holla from a car here, a hoot from another ride there. Some chick with this crazy buncha peeps in I dunno what, like makeup and umm interestin clothes?, dancin on the sidewalk and the street even asked me to dance. Surprised the hell outta me. I was like, oh geez! Oh, um, no thanks! LOL If I'd been drinkin a bit more, I probably woulda.

It was probably cuz we finally busted Al out with us. "That just gets you trouble!" LOL Oh man, dancin like she does in the hip hop room with the latin beats was ASKIN for it :D They came outta the freakin woodwork. Gotta love her spin move to see who the hell was behind her LOL A bit smoother than G's style of just goin to that seat behind her and sittin the fuck down LMAO. The new code word for booty is sandwich LOL "Back off! Get your own sandwich!" (That would be from a mustard commercial...anyway)

But I'm tellin ya, they just kept comin! The nasty ones...k it's 1 thing to try, hey wanna dance, let's grind, whatever, but keepin at it and not gettin the hint just makes me wanna knock you one. For real, if I don't want your damn hands on me or your nuts all against my back the 1st time, I didn't want it the 2nd, 3rd time either. Cuz I'll just turn around and tell you to step the fuck off, hands out and everythin...which should probably make you feel like a dissed out shame like how I denied you in the 1st place. But enough of that.

G Spot's gotta do somethin about their upstairs. Everybody KNOWS it gets mad packed up there cuz it's hip hop but the floor's kinda small and it gets SO fuckin hot. It was like friggin New Yr's, we couldn't move...took us like 10 mins to get to the other side. Like a crazyass mosh pit. You're just waitin to get stomped on, have a drink spilled on you, or get elbows dropped on ya. Ugh, sweaty bodies, no air. Open those big goddamn windows or some AC please!
No worries tho, we always move around the rooms anyway. Good times.