Holy hell, I knew I wouldn't end up seein Busta. Everybody's bein a big suck. These friends of mine I tell ya, useless when it comes to these things :P But really, they shouldn't put these shows all the way down at Docks or Guv cuz it's a pain gettin there. Ah well, I saved $25 plus taxi/subway.

Andrew was kinda doin somethin and I couldn't get a holda P. Girl, you need to get a cell! I still have no idea who was at Guv last night. Meen was out for Nuthead's bday, haha but I got to talk to both of them. Lionel was at a cousin's and they just finished watchin Under the Tuscan Sun and they both cried or whatever, haha. Anyway, G calls me after work and had that tone in her voice that meant somethin was kinda wrong and she gives me this cryptic thing about how she had somethin to tell me so I said she could come over. Apparently Chris already has a gf. This of course crushed her so I had to do some damage control. Which we both know is kinda messed up since she's liked him for about half a yr and has yet to even talk talk to him :P Geeeeez. So that kinda news is the only thing that makes G ask for a hug, haha. Ah, I love ya! I called her later and she went on a movie and chocolate trip so I went over to her place. She rented Matchstick Men and Under the Tuscan Sun, haha. I'm like, can we please watch Matchstick Men first? :P Good movie.

G was kinda outta her unjustifiable funk but she wasn't exactly jumpin around with a smile on her face yet so she asked me if I wanted to sleep over. I said that'd be cool but you and L are goin downtown tomorrow early and I really don't wanna get up at that time, haha. Heather's like, yeah please stay over cuz I wanna sleep tonight. I'm like, what...I don't get it. She's like, cuz G's gonna talk to me all night about Chris and I wanna get some sleep LOL

Long day yesterday! I got to Fairview at 3:30. The crowd wasn't too bad so I walked around stokin out a spot to stand. OMG these kinda things, really test how good your patience and restraint. I'm not 1 of those types who'd start shit, for real, I'm a nice person so I let ppl get away with some stuff sometimes...but man, I was gonna break soon :P Avril was an hr late so I was standin for about 2 hrs. No prob, I've done it before. Plus I had my CD player with me...to drown out the random screams whenever someone remotely resembling Avril was glimpsed or a TV camera panned over. Kids were even screamin and takin pix of George from Much, who was MCing. The VJ...who cares??? Then when Av came out allllllllll the friggin cameras came out and I knew I wouldn't get a good shot (esp with the 3 tallest ppl in the world who just so happened to be standin in my line of vision) so I waited til the excitement died a bit. I only had about 4 shots left cuz I was finishin my roll but I know there's a couple where all I got was stupid ppl's heads cuz they got in the way. Oh man, there was this chick far ahead who kept her damn arms up takin pix and blockin me the WHOLE set and I was about to throw somethin at the back of her head. Lotsa security ppl tho. Fuck, I wish I was taller. And ppl all up in my space pushin and nosin in who had NO business bein there...like this old man who you know didn't even know whotf was on stage. And everybody knows kids these days are gettin scarier...this group of Av wannabes beside me, they couldn't have been older than 12...full of fuckin attitude. If they were talkin to me, I woulda knocked them. I don't wanna sound old and I'm not shocked easily but I was like, are you for fuckin real? You're 11!! Somebody's got parenting to do, word up.

But the songs sounded good...not that it matters cuz I'm gonna ger her CD anyway. She was done at 6 so I took the subway straight to school. Some dudes on their way to the Leafs game were sittin all around me and I almost got picked up, haha. Actually got to class only 5 mins late. I didn't even get to eat anythin all day so I caved and got dinner at Wendy's at the break, even tho I vowed never to go to that one at school cuz of that $10 bill incident. But dammit, girl's gotta eat and you can't go wrong with a $3.99 combo 1 on a student budget, haha. The jerkoff who didn't know a 10 bill from a 5 wasn't there so it was OK.

I was out from 2:30 til 11:30, whew. Yay weekend. I dunno what to do tonight...P and her friends from hairstylin school are goin out for some chick's bday at Fluid. She told me to bring Andrew and go with them :P Punks, I wanna see Bustaaaaa. I don't even know what Andrew's up to. And Eamon's at Much doin MOD. Man.

Avril's gonna be at Fairview tomorrow! Figures I didn't check my email yesterday and didn't see it til now. She's doin surprise mall shows and they tell you 48 hrs before she shows up so I totally didn't know she was gonna be in town tomorrow. But at 4:30...I'm so skippin class! :P Gotta find somebody to come with, and gear up some film, heh. It's weird tho, I was just postin some pix I scanned cuz I just made an online photo album and I was puttin in the ones of Avril at Fairview last yr.

And I got another email about some mystery artist who's gonna be at Guv Fri night. The clue was he had 1 of the biggest songs of 2003. No idea. Holy damn, if it's somebody big that I like and I don't go, I'll kick my ass. It's the same night Busta's at Docks too. Why, ppl, why????

OMG this day started out so enraging. I just need that GRR face up on this thing. Let's say there was some drama today. *SIGH* But I'm fine now...I think it's just a combo of ppl's tendency to piss me off and me probably PMS'ing. The time of the month's comin, I know it. Wooooo, moodiness!

But I got mad laughs from the Cali pix Chris sent me. Her company-provided bike! LOL And the one of her coworkers...HAHAHAHAHA! I'm sorry, I know not to judge a book by its cover, but honestly...biggest group of stereotypical computer geeks :P That sounds mean but if you saw, you'd know what I was talkin about.

I wanna get tix to the Busta Rhymes concert this week. P wants to go too but just us 2 girls, we're gonna get mashed up. I think I'll call Andrew to see if he wants to...and Mike...need big guys, haha.

I still can't believe it friggin snowed. Not appreciatin the cold weather comin back after our lil time of havin nice temperatures lately. I froze my goodies off walkin to Bandido's cuz I was wearin my sick (but thin) new jacket...yeah thought it was warmer than it was :P

I forget all that I did this weekend but here goes anyway. Haha, so I got around to fixin up my room (the bottles are still there tho :P).

Finally went out for Mexican (that wasn't Taco Bell, haha) on Sat. Some place called Bandido's. Kinda small but real real Mexican stuff, down to the decor and everybody there spoke Spanish...plus they were super nice. None of us could really pronounce anythin on the menu. L and G didn't even know wtf they ordered LOL They got eachother's food and didn't even realize. My dinner was huge...and good :) I got a margarita that came in this cute glass with a stem like a cactus that I wanted to steal :P There was this couple the next table over that asked us, "Do you know where there's any adult stores? We're not from around here." We looked at eachother like, OMG are they seriously askin us where they can get porn or toys or shit?? Haha. But we said we didn't know. They ended up askin the hostess (who was this older woman we chatted with outside for a sec when we came in as she was havin a smoke). We heard her later tellin the other ppl workin there, "Do you know what those kids just asked me? If I knew where any adult stores were!" And LAUGHED. Then the manager or whoever came up to us after we were done and asked to take our pic cuz it's some tradition thing. We're like OK. He's like, but there's a catch...you hafta wear a sombrero. I'm like, no prob, we'll make G wear it, haha. Nope! Guy came back with like 6 so we each had to sport one.

Then we hit up Loose Moose for drinks. We were sittin and the waitress comes to take our order and only asks ME for ID! Haha, talk about dry. Goddammit! I thought I was past this. And she gave me the whole 'it's a good thing to look younger while you can' or somethin of the sort. She checks it out and is like, oh you're the same age as me! :P So that was great.

Some dude came over to us and started to chat it up cuz apparently his friends were boring or not talkin at all and thought he'd join in our conversing, haha. Stoner Steve...nice. And he actually said the 'what's 3 girls like you doin sittin by themselves...' bit. I was like, wow don't tell me you're gonna start with that tired old shit haha, cuz I thought he was gonna try to pick us up.

BTW if you didn't know already, lyin down in the backseat of a movin car after drinkin is a bigger deal than you'd think :P Sure it's fun like a carnival ride when you're makin turns but it catches up to ya, haha.

Anyway...today, went to the mall to get some hair stuff and G looked for some shoes with L's help as style consultant (neither of them like anythin the other picked up, haha), then chilled at G's a bit, then went to Milestone's AGAIN along with P and Vick. We made so much trouble for our waiter...cuz we're 'elbow girls', haha. Me and G shared a Bellini fishbowl and they were all tryin to get the donkeys and camels outta the slush (it comes with these lil coloured clear plastic figurines) and I guess he saw us look like dumbasses cuz he came over and said, "Instead of just tryin to dig them out..." and put down a plate full of donkeys and camels in every colour LOL We're lame sometimes, this I know. Oh and G came out lookin red as a tomato haha, I'm not even playin. Takes her alcohol WELL. I shouldn't talk but hey, I'm better than her :P Alcohol makes me sleepy so I was just about ready to go to bed til I took a shower and woke right up.

Oh yeah, I dyed my hair again. Somewhat red, yesss! I'll get the even more redder stuff so it'll actually show up in normal light next time.