Well, today actually did turn out alright :) You know what? I just said screw it, I'm not gonna think about that other stuff I was stressin over a couple days before, I'm just gonna go with it and have fun dammit.

But at the same time, I didn't wanna do an alone thing with Aaron today so L went with, haha. Good thing he's cool like that, cuz he doesn't really care about another person hangin out.

Anyway, I'm out. Gotta get up in like 6 and a half hrs for Wonderland tomorrow...and then straight to Pris' grad dinner. Gonna be a long day.

I came back from Meen's house...told her about the Aaron situation. She had some good advice to say. So yeah, I'm gonna call him tomorrow. I think I'm makin things more complicated than they should be in my head, haha.

I finally got to my email. Al sent everyone a video msg from the Heineken House or somethin like that in Amsterdam. That was friggin amazing.

Oh please please let Fri be alright!

OMG. Really, I don't think I can write about everythin that's happened in the past 3 days...and Blogger most likely won't let me post that much anyway cuz it will be about 30 paragraphs long.

How do I sum it all up without explainin it all? Let's just say that it was trippy enough as it was in the beginning...that's when it was easier, it was actually fine...but now that I know what I know and the shit that I've had to think about, I can honestly say it's been a LONG time since I've had to deal with this kinda thing. And that's exactly why I never wanna go there! I just can't believe how much somethin can change in a day. Any details of Mon, Tues, Wed, don't matter much compared to the mind stress I had to deal with after the fact. DAMMIT!

*Sigh* But I'm sure it'll all sort itself out soon...cuz I guess I don't really have much of a choice. I'll be back to write what I can, when I'm up to it.

I forgot to add that I think I have a stomach bug or somethin cuz I've been throwin up 2 days in a row with ONE drink. I've never had that happen before so I KNOW somethin ain't right. But even if it isn't a bug but just my body's way of tellin me I've had it and my liver's about to quit, I've decided to cut off the booze, smokes, and all the other stuff that can take any blame for me feelin shitty. I'm DONE. For real. No, serious.

He's in the books, haha! Aaron called me yesterday (the boy is quick!) and wanted to know if I wanted to do somethin. I said that I was probably gonna be chillin on Main St. at 7-8. He said he had a hockey game at 7 but he'd call me after that. Me, L, and Vick went to Second Cup at around 9ish and he said he'd meet us there...and probably bringin all this friends from the game.

I dunno what took so long but Second Cup was about to close and we had to bounce. We were walkin to the car and saw a buncha guys playin road hockey in the parkin lot. Didn't think nuthin of it cuz there's always guys playin hockey somewhere. Turns out they were from his team :P THEN the late bastard showed up, haha. So we all rolled to Jack Astor's for drinks.

His buddies jetted and we went to Stixx but they were closed so we headed back to Q's again. Where I kicked his BUTT :D Oh this is the 'oh lordy' part...gettin the ask out. I really don't get it, I don't, haha. He asked if I wanted to see a movie the next day. He's callin me after he gets off work. We'll see how this turns out!

Gotta love Q's. Me and L went last night (tried the stir-stick trick but it wasn't workin for me, haha) and some dudes wanted to play foosball with us. Can I add that I totally hurt my finger again, even worse this time? It's bruised so bad from the hardcore windmilling that it's like, BLACK :P I'll scan my hand and put it up here to show ya, haha. I really need to stop playin so intense. Anyway, so we played some more pool and there were all these ppl up in there who all knew eachother so it was hs family all over again. AND turns out, the guy who asked us to play used to go to hs with us cuz he suddenly recognized L. But we had no clue who he was cuz we didn't remember him at all :P He said his name was Aaron but the name and face didn't ring a bell. Which is really weird cuz I've seen every person who went to hs the same time as me at least a few times at school. Well he asked for my number to hang out or whatever. I went home and checked my yrbooks, haha.