Saturday, December 21, 2002

This G and Steve thing is too funny. Apparently, they had a good time (all 6 of them!) but Steve's goin back to BC for the break so she can't get together again with him for a bit. Ya know, the big 2nd 'date' :P Vick and L got on me for not goin with them cuz Steve's friend Larry was hot and they were all about hookin me up with him LOL They're all tellin me they were like fuck, why ain't she here?? LOL I'm like, damn! Oh well, not even for payin 15 bucks to see Lord of the friggin Rings and gettin home at 2 in the morning. I'm guessin Steve's friends are around his age so I'm not really feelin the older guy thing anyway, cute as he may be. And he is, cuz G pointed him out in the pix on Steve's webpage :P She says he's way better lookin in person tho! Even G was goin on about how much hotter Larry was than Steve, what a skanky ho! LOL Probably lookin at him the whole night more than she was Steve. That's so wrong LOL But she would never, she'd just look (her words) esp after all the work we put into to hook her and Steve up dammit :P Meh, we'll see all about this biz when he's back and they call eachother up.
Went back to the ol HS...damn, there's some memories. Only been back there like 3 times since I left. The gym, the library, the art wing, the business wing, the caf, the rotunda, the drama room, so small. Those fuckin stairs, oh those 3 longass flights of stairs everyday, sometimes for every class but esp in the morning runnin late and tryin to make it in before the anthem. I can't believe how much I bitched about wantin to get outta there so bad, now I'd go back if I could. The only good thing was gettin to see the crew everyday (OK niner yr was actually good but it kinda went downhill from there LOL). The hw woulda been fuckin cake. K I could do without the 8:45 morning time but I dunno what I was complainin about HS for. Not so much that it was HS but cuz it was THAT school, the building, the kids, the teachers, the classes, whatever. I remember not bein able to take 75 mins of sittin there and bein restless and watchin the clock for class to get done, and now I do the same shit for 3-4 hrs straight! Still, one thing I love about uni is havin no one bein on my back for bein late or gettin work done or listenin to a teacher's dumbass rules like they 'owned' the actual classroom. Please. See? After HS, they don't give a shit about that nonsense and you know what? The grades you got don't even matter after you got in so it's all bull. Man, if I knew this, I wouldn't have worked so hard on some assignments! Just about killed myself gettin projects done and studyin for tests when in the bigger pic, it's for shit. Cuz I SO need to know what x equals when y is squared root tangent radius bitchass fuckin hell. I'm not goin into my math (and science) rant. Anyways, art! Art was decent. Hence, us goin back to visit our old art teacher. Got to see her kid in the daycare, he's the cutest thing and the dude can talk in like whole sentences, he's 2!
Oh man, I don't even wanna touch what's goin on with Shy. The whole thing just tires me out. She's gots to get some help and I wanna be her friend but it's so much more than me at this point I think. I got her back, for like forever, but I can't deal with this. It's her mind, that crazy genius mind that just needs some calmin down.
K I'm tired so I'm out.

Thursday, December 19, 2002

Watched the Leafs game last night and reminded myself on how I can't take suspenseful pressure LOL I guess I get so into like a guy LOL Anytime they have a chance to score, I freak out and become one of those ppl who yell at the screen and give myself a heart attack :P Oh well, at least there's other ppl who do the same thing and they're way louder than me LOL But hockey season in the sports bars are always fun. Wings, Leafs, drinks...oh damn, non-alcoholic ones I mean LOL (and I don't really eat wings much, I just take Kare's celery sticks LOL)...wooo! Gonna be spendin a whole lot more time at Father's. What an order at a sports bar huh? Yeah, can I get a Sprite and some veggie sticks? Thanks LOL Maybe I'm losin it or they suddenly changed the rules of the game on me but since when did they settle for ties after just 5 mins overtime? Anyway...
Got another invite to Seven again, for a jam this Sat. Damn, they REALLY want me to check out their club! LOL I don't even know how they got my name and addy still but hey if I get free passes, I'm down.
Oh yeah! G's big movie-date thing was yesterday...L and Vick went with for support LOL Shit, they musta gotten back at like 2 am since they got the late show and went downtown. LOL Screw that shit, esp not for LOTR 2. I'll hafta get L to gimme the low-down :)

Tuesday, December 17, 2002

OK, again, this is me bitchin about shoppin and malls...saw The Hot Chick (too funny, I'm buyin it when it comes out...was gonna sneak in to see Empire too but I'm goin off on a tangent so), then we went to the mall AGAIN. Maybe cuz I hadn't eaten anythin or cuz I was tired but I so wanted outta there. I fell asleep in the middle of the Roots store! I was sittin of course, on some couch-like bench square thing where you try on shoes, with my head in my hands. I was gonna lie down on it but I was afraid some Roots person would come up to me and say somethin and scare me awake :P Or that somebody would need to sit down cuz they wanted to try on some shoes. I'd probably look like I passed out.

Why do ppl gotta call me before 1 in the afternoon? WHY? I keep tellin everybody not to even THINK about callin me up before noon but no. Dunno why y'all bother cuz I won't even remember the fuckin conversation a few hrs later since I wouldn't even be payin attention to whatcha sayin...derrrr. Damn, I don't even remember what I was gonna say right now. It was somethin funny I bet. Oh wells! On a more random tip, I bruised my hand :( I'm so graceful. I think I have a prob with estimatin where things are, like how far I am from a car or the sidewalk when I'm parkin or in this case, how close I am to the doorway. I'm guessin it was from walkin into a room and I smacked my hand on the doorway swingin my arms? :P I tend to do that...you'd think I'd learn!

I don't think I've ever spent so much time in malls in my life. Oh god, esp with the holiday crush these days, it's insane. Sometimes I just wanna steamroll over everyone I get so pissed off with ppl in my way or cuttin me off...but that's anytime of the yr :P
Oh yeah! Steve called G and now they're doin the back and forth thing so it's all good :) The big group date's on Wed LOL I'd go but the nerds are seein Lord of the Rings so that ain't happenin. OMG he's so perfect for her...except for the age thing but hey, it's just a number right? Oh and I got to see the pic Al took of the 3 of us in the club from Sat. I actually look decent, club hair and all. But there's some weirdo light reflectin off my lip and it makes it camoflage (sp?) with my teeth :P I dunno. But I checked out his webpage thing that G gave us. He snowboards! That's flippin hype...never pictured G with a snowboarder type LOL He looks good in this one pic but he also looks like he fell on his face, cuz he's got red marks on him, ouch. Whatever, if she gets with him, he's gonna be takin me with him :)

Sunday, December 15, 2002

Not much to say...I probably forgot :P I'm sicka this shit in my throat, and these Vicks lozenges aren't doin it. I've had it since last week, I should ask L if she has a sore throat too...mighta been the shots we did on Sat LOL I blame the booze!
Got some relatives over. What do you call your cousin's kid? Second cousin? Well the baby's here and she is the CUTEST thing! Awwwww! She's got brown eyes and look like mine :D She's so smiley! My mom keeps tellin me to hold her for 'practice' (when I have my own) LOL *rolls eyes* Geeeez motherrrrr. I totally get the fascination with babies, I was lookin at her and it just blows my mind. It's a beautiful thing. Havin my own tho...I dunno, man...not parta the plan for a good while!