Well it was an experience tryin to wash my tat. I was gettin worried I was gonna take off precious colour and make it end up less black than it was. I can't tell if it's the layer that's supposed to come off or it's skin startin to heal that shouldn't be comin off. Al said she didn't see blood when I was gettin it done. She so lied, cuz there was def blood on the bandage today LOL ANYWAY! It doesn't hurt, which is awesome but it's still kinda sore. Just don't nobody TOUCH ME THERE!!!! Why is it that whenever I get inked, everybody happens to unintentionally smack my shoulder?? Dammit ppl! Hands to yourselves! :P
OK Caribana stuff today is out, it's rainin. Lotsa movies I wanna see...Bad Boys 2, Tomb Raider 2, maybe American Wedding, How to Deal if it's still playin around here, I know there's no doubt L and G wanna see S.W.A.T., and Freaky Friday.
Nice, it's the long weekend and we're goin clubbin Sun and doin whatever on Mon. Then it should be that big reunion chill thing with everybody I haven't seen in a while. Should I do like Al and her Summer of Alice? LOL Might make it up there with last summer which was, THA bomb! ;)

OK ouch. Apparently gettin a touch-up means doin the whole tattoo over again. It still didn't hurt this time but it doesn't kill as much afterwards like then either. Al kinda made me late for my appt since she came with me (she wanted a Slushie! LOL) and we were only late like 20 mins but the chick said Stuart couldn't do it til 9 that night. I was like holy crap, but OK...guess we're just gonna hafta walk around Eaton Centre and SHOP. K I've accepted the fact that I'll never find my Sag tank with the sign in rhinestones :( I'll hafta settle for just 1 of the normal ones. Anyway, I made Al go with me at 9 while G and L went home cuz they were volunteerin earlier and had met us downtown.
Can I just say Stuart ROCKS! He's nicest guy and even tho he's covered in tats, he looks like the lead singer from Weezer and isn't scary, so that's always good LOL Al's funny, she just happened to have her digital camera on her and took pix of me gettin inked :P I'm like, what're you doin, makin a photo-documentary?? But they look cool so now I have record of my 2nd time gettin tat work done. It looks a lot better tho, darker and the edges are sharper...sweet. Now I just hafta deal with this bigass bandage and not movin my arm around much. Dressin myself tomorrow morning will be interesting.
I wanna go to Caribana this weekend but I dunno if the others are gonna be down for it cuz they're paranoid they're gonna get shot up. Al said she wanted to go so we'll see.
I saw some magazine with Justin on the cover in HMV so obviously I took one. It looked kinda glossy and thick so I wondered if I was supposed to take it. It was on those racks with the free newspapers and I didn't see no price tag on it so I figured it was free. I'm like, meh...as long as the security thingy doesn't beep on me and the security guy by the door doesn't accost me :P So I had somethin to read while I was waitin for my appt but we still had time so we went into Indigo to solicit in the magazine section. I see the exact same magazine with Justin on it and I see a price tag for $3.99 LOL Hmm...either I swiped this and technically stole it or I just saved myself 4 bucks LOL Beat that, I ain't payin no money for MY magazine! heh heh Anyway, I bounced outta there quick just in case the ppl in Indigo did think I walked out without payin for it :P

Meen said the Stones show was insane and I woulda loved it. Maybe, but that's doubtful since I like none of the performers except Justin and that SEA of ppl, no thank you. I probably woulda dropped dead from the heat and not bein able to pee for 20 hrs from those longass lines.
Hmmmm...I actually coulda made it to the 2nd JT show tonight...had I paid another $60 too of course. Yes I've decided to skip the last 3 classes of summer school since there's really no point. Just hafta hand in the essay on the last day and I'm all done. I know I said I wouldn't skip anymore since I brutally learned my lesson but this time's OK. I basically went to class today to get my 1st essay back (B, yay!) and to get some library stuff done. I checked my online grades and they finally put up my European Cinema mark...another B :)
Nuff school talk...I'm gonna get my tat touched up tomorrow. 1 day to a yr after I got it. Wow, can't believe I've had it for that long already...and the rents still haven't seen it, heh heh. Not that I care if they did, all the noise in my ear called lecturin and naggin isn't my idea of a good time.

This is random but...it's deep thinkin time. I figured out last night (since I've made it a habit to smoke in my room now...oooh bad girl!...and goin all drama movie and chillin outside my window and star-gazin) that I'm stupid :P I want things that I don't have and when I do have them, I don't really care that I have them. And I miss them when I don't have them anymore. That's terrible. That ain't right. Guess I always kinda knew that but I realize now. Agh, issues!

The more I think about it, the more pissed off I'm gettin about those damn pictures!! ARGH!! I emailed Meen and Al about it to see what they can do. *mutter mutter*
I need a smoke...and a shower (I was out tanning today...again, I know, what's wrong with me?) LOL Bye!

I'm so bummed! We went to develop the pix from last night and they didn't turn out! They were like super blurry, like there was an earthquake while I was takin them or somethin, but I wasn't movin at all. They said the negatives were like that so it must've been the lightin or the camera. Dammit Al! Your camera, grrr! :P Or I can blame Meen cuz she loaded my film. I hope to god she ended up findin her cuz's camera and took some herself, since she had floors and all. Justin looked closer than I thought, so the pix woulda been pretty decent if they didn't look all shaky shaky :( Meh, guess I shoulda kept them for the hell of it instead of sayin I didn't want them (wouldn't have had to pay for them :P) but I have the negatives so.
But the show was off the hook! Meen drove and got us lost goin to Yorkdale and we ended up bein late so we missed Black Eyed Peas but whatever. I didn't care much for Christina either but she was alright. Kinda boring esp since I don't know any of her songs besides her singles. Ah but then Justin came on...I love that man. He killed that shit. I thought I'd go star huntin today but I figured it'd be madness uptown AND downtown with the Stones concert/SARS show thing so I said screw it. I can't believe Meen and everybody are goin, it'll be insane and gettin home's gonna be pure nightmare.
And I have class tomorrow, poops. He'd be in town for THREE whole days and I wouldn't have caught him once outside the show. That sucks. But then again, I don't have my own car to hunt him down with and I guess I'm outta my phase :P I wonder if I can still get tix to tomorrow night's show LOL....and take pix that turn out this time!!

Well I can feel my feet now. It's alllll about the recovery today...my skin is peelin, yum! I just knew it was a matter of time before my lower back and back of my neck would start lookin ickier than it already does and make me moisturize the hell out of it. Hopefully it looks better before Fri when I'm gettin my tat touched up and Stuart (MY tattoo artist, heehee) has to deal with seein it :P
I'm so amped for the JT show tomorrow! :D Ah yes, it's been a while since I've seen my boy in concert. Too bad the seats aren't anywhere near the front :P I actually could get somethin on the floor but I'm just not givin up $100+ for it. Maybe I'm just maturin outta my nutso spend-it-all teenybopper days and as much as I'm a fan of Justin, that much money for 1 night? Meh. I'll just hafta make do with super zoom shots with Al's camera :P I'm so tempted to get back into the hardcore mode tho LOL Where's Tasha when you need a partner in crime? Memories...those were good times. Scorin tix, gettin up into the good seats, tryin to get meet & greets. Never went psycho stalker and camped out and shit like that but I'm thinkin of huntin down hotels and the venue cuz Justin's in town for 3 days. And since I'm skippin class tomorrow night, I've got a couple days off too :) And since I'm legal unlike most of his crazyass fans, I can def get into any clubs he might hit, yeah!