What to say but that it was mad windy and fuckin COLD yesterday. Oh and I got a 55 on my film exam/essay. Grrrr, I'm so sick of this school bs on the shit I hafta write. Elaborate this, explain that, what does this mean, and how did you come to this...fuck, man! It's like a kid askin you why why why after each answer you give them. Honestly, you get graded on what they want as a high quality paper but it's not good enough unless you totally dumb it down and spell every lil thing out til it's bleeding, like the reader is retarded. Anyway, I don't care LOL The prof kinda got mad at the class. At least a buncha other ppl did just as bad or worse :P Ah well, do better on the next and last one! You know what I was thinkin? Even if I do worse than a C in this class and I do crappy on my other courses and it all brings down my average, does that even matter? Cuz I'm in my last yr, they can't say I can't continue in honours. Even if I'm not in the honours program anymore, I don't really care that I graduate honours or not. So there. Ha, there's one up on you, bastards!

It's snowing. It's the 2nd week of Nov. Dammit.

L's a BIG LOSER LOL Made me look like a psycho in front of my mom. We were talkin on the phone at like 2:30 and if anybody knows me and the moms when I'm on the phone late at night...you know. Stupid nerd totally had the giggles for some reason the whole time and just as I'm yeah yeah'ing my mom, she makes me laugh and I'm completely bustin out outta nowhere and I can't stop. The moms thought I was sassin her or somethin LOL I couldn't even breathe. I was tryin hard as hell just to get out a "I hate you" to L but it wasn't workin :P I tried somethin that sounded like "I'll talk to you later" but apparently that was just gibberish too. She's just like, derr what? Shoulda just hung up the phone.

I wanna see Elf! "Buddy the elf, what's your favourite colour?" LOL The bitches saw Matrix Revolutions without me. Bitches.

Well I got my presentation over with today. Damn, I was gettin nervous...haven't done presentations in a while. Esp since I was wishin I sounded like I knew what the hell I was talkin bout! I only got all my shit together last night :P And I skipped film class this morning too, heehee. I went to sleep too late, man. I was like umm...we'll see, if I happen to get up in time, I'll go but since I didn't, I didn't. Figured it was good for me since I wouldn't be all sleepy-eyed and tired by theatre class time. I think I did fine..but doesn't matter, it's over and done wit! I figured it might look a lil better if I got a book of 1 of the plays that my theatre company was doin so I decided to hit the library quick before class started. Of course every single computer in there was bein used and all I wanted to do was look up where the damn book was in that stupidly complicated shelving system in all 5 floors. So I'm goin up and down in between floors lookin for a free computer so that wasted time and when I went to check the book out, I forgot I had to 'make' my sessional card a library card. In other words, get a library person to pick a barcode sticker on it. So I had to wait behind this fool in the express line (who wasn't bein so express!) and then get into the other line. *Sigh* As if I wasn't workin myself up stress-y enough. If it was any time to have a cig, it would've been then. But I'm past my want-it-but-don't-NEED-it-need-it phase, GO me.

It was pretty nice out today...in the day anyway. It said it was supposed to rain but I was like pshh! Does it look like it's gonna rain? Yeah so it thunderstorms by the time I'm gettin home (I had nuthin with me and I was bored so good thing I didn't return my book already...yup, I was readin Jacob Two-Two on the bus LOL) Anyway, at least I had my shirt hoodie :P Just as I'm gettin off the bus, Meen calls me. Why did I answer it, you ask? Cuz I have this weird instinct that if I hear my cell ring, I answer it. She kept askin me where I was, if I was home yet, which bus was I takin, all the while I'm gettin rained on. "Are you goin home? How close are you? Are you almost there?" "Yes, man! I'm home right now, I'm right here! Dude lemme call you back, I'm in the rain!" She laughs. "Aw, you're already home then? OK, talk to ya later." Crazy chick. But the 20 secs it takes to walk to my house from the bus stop, I got the bottom of my jeans all wet. And my phone.

Got my hair did. This happens like every time I cut it but, I'm already missin the length. Kinda changed up the layers...s'allllllllllriiiiiight ;)

I emailed Jason cuz I found out he'd been home this whole time and neglected to inform me of this. He said he's been super biz. The guy friggin flew down to Seattle for a Microsoft interview today, GEEZ. What a nerd LOL No I'm kiddin, he's the type of person who's gonna go places, no doubt. And he so deserves it, all the stuff he's been thru. Good for him. He just better find the damn time to hang with me sometime, grrr on him LOL Aha! J'll go see Matrix with me! :D

What is up with the messed up dreams?? What does it meeeeean?? At least I've remembered the last couple ones tho. But my short term memory's lost the last one LOL My own brain's out to drive me crazy. I was so out of it the other day. I seriously didn't know what day it was. I don't get it, I went to bed earlier than usual but still slept til 1 somethin. L called me and woke me up and she had to tell me it was Sat. It was very Matrix-y for a sec there. Anyway the last dream I had, I dunno where we were but I ran into Shy and she was actin totally out of it. Not like that's new. But here, I think she totally lost her mind. I haven't seen in her like months and she was all blazay about it. Somethin about these bags I was sellin that I took from some random person and how she ripped me off for one. Just bizzare. These dreams trip me out sometimes.

For all the lack of attention span, focus, and concentration, my mind's pretty cool at times too LOL The ESP(N...haha) is like whoa. It does some freaky shit. Like the other day when I was mentionin that I was vexed cuz I forgot to put Biggie's "Juicy" on my CD...OK, I usually tape Gilmore Girls but that night I was watchin it and that exact episode had Lorelai wearin Juicy pants...and they blantantly mentioned it in the show too. Her mom was like, you have the word juicy on your rear end. (Do you have a bra that has the word Tasty across it? LMAO) That's SO friggin weird. And it happens all the time.

And goin with the spooky stuff, I saw Scary Movie 3 yesterday. Not as good as the other 2 but still funny. And watched the resta the game...where we kicked some ass :) L had to go and say, "Oh we're winnin 3-0? We're killin 'em." And then the Oilers scored LOL Fool.