Things are OK now.

It's just been a hectic time. Not so much hectic like 'gotta do this, gotta do that' busy busy busy...but like mentally. I just don't wanna do the past 5 days again. Life goes on.

It's my sister's bday tomorrow. Dunno what's gonna go on for that.

I think only about 1/3 of everybody knows what happened on the weekend. It's not like I'm gonna go outta my way to tell them. It's not like I'm gonna call everybody about it. I guess your friends should know what's goin on with you but it feels so weird puttin it out there. It's like droppin a bomb and nobody knows what to say next. I don't like makin awkwardness.

But you know what I realized? How little we know what's goin on around us. Like if you just stopped and thought about all the people that you come across in life and how you have no idea what their lives are like. Nor do we care. And I'm not tryin to sound self-righteous or anythin but it's true. Why should we know details about complete strangers? But it astounds me. Like the next time, you honk and rage at someone in traffic...maybe that person just came from the hospital and is havin the worst day of their life...and you just didn't know....and how could you? Not even if you're doin somethin bad, it's just thinkin about it. The person you're sittin next to on the bus, you think it's just another day, it's just more random ppl around you...but that person has to be on a flight to Paris in a few hrs, the person next to them is plannin to propose to his gf tomorrow, the person across from you got their heart broken last night. You can't tell from lookin at ppl sometimes. On any other day, of course I wouldn't give a crap about some person drivin next to me or that random guy on the street. It's the whole grain of sand in a desert thing. If you just think about it that way, I'm sure you'd find a lot more compassion for other ppl...even if they're bein particularily nasty to you. Maybe that person's naturally just an inconsiderate bitch but maybe they're goin thru somethin you wouldn't understand. Shit makes me wonder about stuff like this.

But I think life's startin to normalize again. I got my essay done. Wouldn't you know it, assignments have the worst timing. I need somethin to be my breath of fresh air. The crew should get together, that'll be good.